A PROPHETIC WORD.
IN one stunning sentence, Ruach CHAKA’MAHA told me not to pay attention to the numbers. It was early 2024, I was living in a camper on the beach, and I immediately knew what she meant by that. This ministry would not be defined by the strength of an army. She knows the subconscious current of social media all too well and also the snares within my heart. Amongst an endless onslaught of noise and static, a large audience is often how we identify worth in the 21st-century. CHAKA’MAHA, however, is not necessarily interested in operating like that.
At the time, my YouTube channel was steadily nearing 20k subscribers. I had anticipated the 30 and the 40, the 50, 60, and 70k subscribers which would surely accumulate on the scoreboard. It reached 20k and then it stopped dead in its tracks. As of today, the numbers have barely moved. My channel is shadow banned. People constantly report not finding my videos. Subscribers are slashed as quickly as they arrive. Nearly everyone I talk to has a different theory as to why this is. Some say that nothing nefarious is going on. I have my own thoughts, but that is neither here nor there. I pay attention to the numbers. And it’s the one thing that Ruach CHAKA’MAHA has advised me not to do.
I will likely always remember where I was when Charlie Kirk was shot. On September 10, 2025, I was staying at a youth hostel with my family in Dresden. When I read on the Drudge Report that Charlie had taken a bullet to the neck, I quite literally and rather dramatically jumped out of bed. The following hours, days, and weeks were emotionally excruciating because I already knew what was coming within conspiratorial circles. I would be flooded by a host of competing world views, many of which would be propped up and justified by a breadcrumb trail of evidence, and in the game of ‘Red Rover,’ the call to send Noel right over still remained strong. That’s not what bothered me though. I have come to find that the Torah crowd loves to promote the Fourth Commandment while many seem to think the Ninth is no longer legally binding. As a conspiracy theorist or realist or whatever you wish to call it, I have played the part of the accuser, which is scary to think about, accusing real flesh and blood people on the world stage of things which I could not possibly prove, throwing theoretical crap against the wall to see what sticks. I too have joined in with the crowd, promoting cultish mantras intended to prop up own enlightenment while mocking the arrogance of others. And though I have repented of these deeds, I know I must reap what I sow. What goes around comes around. Charlie became a defining moment for the future of this ministry.
Later that month, I was living with my family in a remote fairytale village in Italy high above the mountains, not far from Florence. In yet another stunning proclamation, YAHAUAHA let me know that people would soon be leaving the ministry, and what’s more, that He would be making the cuts. He was pulling a Deuteronomy 20 on me. It meant I might be losing friends and acquaintances but not in war. They would be departing from the line of battle.
A few months later, YAHAUAHA communicated with me again. I was here in my office in South Carolina overlooking the alligator preserve, contemplating the tug-of-war in my heart. It was December 2025 when YAHAUAHA asked if The Paleo Hebrew Scriptures is what I really wanted. Because if I didn’t he would deliver the task to someone else. My answer was a resounding yes. I was committed, fully, no matter the cost. That’s kind of a scary thought, isn’t it?
To quote Pamela Glasgow, “If you want to find where YAHAUAHA is at work, go alongside of Him.”
It is a timely line since it also happens to tie in with YAHAUAHA’s response. If I wanted to work alongside Him, then we would do things His way. YAHAUAHA is on the move. He is actively working through the paleo though the majority will not find much interest in that.
On Christmas of all days, Andrew Hoy of Project314 decided to give me a call. I did not tell him I would be mentioning this. We talked for an hour, possibly a couple of hours. Shooting the breeze, playing billiards with our thoughts. Our conversation gravitated towards Charlie Kirk. I gave testimony to my grief. And then Andrew had some extraordinary words of Wisdom to give. Quick question, have you ever been in a situation where somebody walks into the room and says something which may not hold much meaning for them but to you it reads like a prophetic word from ‘The Lord’? I believe the Ruach of ALAHAYAM spoke directly through Andrew when he said [paraphrased], “You are no longer a mocker. This is the age of mockers and the mockers are going to be leaving your ministry. YAH is cleansing it for another purpose.”
The wilderness generation followed the pillar of cloud by day and fire by night. At TUC, we too have followed the pillar at its leading, learning many Truths along the way. The pillar has settled here and so this is where I pitch camp. This is not the 2020 era of TUC though some might wish it were so. YAHAUAHA has been breaking me down and humbling me and I’m never going back to who I was.
Translating The Paleo Hebrew Scriptures will require a team that is on board with our mission. They must be committed to the wellbeing of its Senior Translator, Pamela Glasgow, and Senior Editor, Rebecca Gould. Success is not measured in the totality of their care so much as the active desire to care for them. If they cannot agree to that, then it doesn’t make them a bad person. It simply means we are not walking in the same direction. Holding anyone on the ministry team to this task may cause some to squirm. I will be called a big meanie and other baby booby names. The entire thesaurus of Christian insults will be opened up before me. Rumors will swirl. I will be called a bad leader. But if they are not following, then I am not their leader anyways. I don’t have to personally remove people from this ministry. YAHAUAHA is already doing that. If you have read Deuteronomy 20 then you know that every field of battle begins with an offramp. I will let everyone know where that is and will not try to stop them when they leave. That too is a frightening thought, isn’t it? We are told not to tremble or let our hearts faint.
I love this community and mourn the losses. Acknowledging an unknown before us, I invite you all along.
That is as far as my prophetic knowledge goes. It carries us to this present moment. I do not know what tomorrow will bring for this ministry, this nation, or the world. YAHAUAHA has asked me to follow Him no matter what outcome. I do not know if TUC will close its doors or if I will end up serving pancakes at IHOP. The one thing I am quite certain of in this life is that YAHAUAHA calls upon many laborers and chooses very few. So long as Pamela is willing to continue the work, paid or not, then I am in fellowship with her. She is my mother in the faith. Where she goes, I go. Even to the very end, and if YAH wills it, beyond. Rebecca is also my mother in the faith, and I love them both.
I sum this letter up with one final phrase.
I must decrease in order that YASHA’UA may increase.
Noel Joshua Hadley
1/13/26