Waiting On His Will (a Child of Yah)

Music
Noel Joshua Hadley

It’s always amazing when Yah answers prayer in those little ways, just enough to let you know he is gently guiding and leading and taking care of you.  Such was the case this past week, when Noel asked if I would provide some music for his Unexpected Cosmology endeavors.  I’ve been looking for an outlet to share the music that Yah puts on my heart for some time now.  My history with sharing music is so spotty…I’ve had to learn to take it or leave it, so that it doesn’t become an idol in my heart.  During certain times in my life it was hardly even existent.  I could really dream up lots of amazing ideas and ways to share and promote it but over the past few years especially, I decided to wait on the Father’s timing and will, and I refused to try to insert myself into anything by my own will, you know, the frustration of trying to make things happen.  It’s never worth the effort.  Unless Yahuah builds the house.

I’m quite alone here in my own pursuit of truth, as I’m sure many of you are as well.  I imagined this journey would look much different.  I imagined it would be slightly less maddening and that perhaps there would be some way I could share what I’m learning with the world and with those around me.  Sadly, it often only seems to result in conflict and heartbreak.  But music, especially songs that are almost purely scripture are hard to argue with, and I’ve come to find that one of the reasons I’ve been blessed with musical talent is so that I would have some way to share truth peacefully, to share his word, to share the heart of the Father with the world, or at least with whoever is willing to listen.  I’ve never had anyone quarrel with me about a song…not yet anyway. Although nothing would surprise me.

A few days ago, I had the house to myself for a few hours and I was strongly feeling led to record this song—my most recently written one—and share it on my Facebook profile.  I sensed there was a reason for the timing of that, but I wasn’t sure what it was.  The next day was the day Noel asked if I would consider sharing through this platform.  Little did he know, this opportunity is Yah’s way of giving me strength to endure in a time of desperate struggle, and I’m sure that’s not the only purpose for it.  Many of the songs I write are just scripture put to music, but this one is just my heart laid bare and it speaks to my commitment to walking this path, to letting him go before me and to always giving him the glory, honor and praise in everything.  I hope you can relate and I pray you are blessed by it.

Shalom,

 

Rebecca

 

Here are the lyrics.

I Will…

I will put my trust in you, no matter what they say.

I will stand on all your promises, and I won’t be afraid.

I will put my trust in you even when the road is hard.

For the way that leads to life is narrow and the way to death is wide.

 

And I will praise you.  I will praise you.  (repeat)

 

I will put my faith in you, every word you say is true.

And you lead me on the path to blessing, with a heart that is renewed.

I will put my faith in you, there is power in your name.

Every single word you speak, oh it won’t bring me to shame.

 

And I will worship you.  I will worship you.  (repeat)

 

I will put my hope in you, in your resurrection power.

Because of you there’s hope for me to be saved from that hour.

I will put my hope in you, I am sealed with your spirit.

I’m a child of Yah and I’m set apart, and I want the world to hear it.

 

And I will follow you.  I will follow you.  (repeat)

 

Halleluyah, Halleluyah (repeat)

 

I’m a stay/work-at-home wife and mother of 3 blessings.  In my free time, I enjoy spending time in nature, gardening, camping, seeking truth, being with my family and of course, writing music.

 

 

 

 

Sacred Scripture

Acts 28 ends abruptly and that’s never sat right with me. With the inclusion of Acts 29, we are given a nice well-rounded finale to Luke’s biography and some interesting closure to Pontius Pilate as well. Join me as I continue my Lost Books of the Bible series on YouTube, reading from Acts 29, 3 Corinthians, and the Phoenix of Tertullian.

You can read along with these texts and more on our Sacred Scripture page. 

IN the summer of 2019, I was seated in the wine cellar of a walled Medieval town high above the Dordogne Valley of France, not far from Sarlat-la-Canéda, making phone calls, writing reports. I have given this story in other places and it appears as though you’re about to hear it again. Rob Skiba is a name you that you might be familiar with. Though he had made a name for himself as a Nephilim researcher, more recently Rob had taken a dive into the deep end of the pool via flat earth research. The recorded interviews I conducted between he and Rick Hummer, a fellow flat earth investigator and close friend of his, was published while still occupying that very wine cellar. Read all about it. Chicago Is Not a Mirage.

Word quickly spread. Within a few short weeks, dozens of flat earth researchers began accepting my invite for a private interview, if not a series of interviews. From a 17th-century tower built by King Louis XIV, and with a stunning view of the Alps, I sat down with Robbie Davidson, founder of the Flat Earth International Conferences, conducting multiple sessions. While staying in Dumfries, Scotland, David Weiss agreed to take part in the interviews, as did Bob Knodel of Globebusters. There were others. But when I asked the interviewees to discuss the moments that shaped their lives, among the many PSYOPs, false flag attacks, and hoaxes that were discussed, only these men committed commentary to the false 9/11 narrative.

The resulting recordings ballooned into The Unexpected Cosmology, a book which became a website and was even intended as an anthology. And of course, the following discourse was originally a chapter. It was Walt Disney who stated, “Disneyland will never be completed. It will continue to grow as long as there is imagination left in the world.” Those sentiments remain applicable here as well. American Sensationalism: The 9/11 Interviews was always intended to be expanded upon with the inclusion of new researchers. So I’m sorry to say the project became stagnant during the Covid-19 psychodrama. I took a break to tackle other projects. We lost Rob Skiba. Rob offered hours of private conversation regarding his life but we never got around to the big one. 9/11. It was in the cards. Sadly, Bob Knodel died soon afterwards. Voices are being squeezed from an entire generation. Gnosis passes with them.

In the aftermath, the FE community became fractured. People began going their separate ways. Robbie Davidson, among a noted few others who were interviewed for the project, got up and left the movement altogether. It is not my intent to erase his or the contributions of others if only brief. They came, they went, their testimonies remain.

The original vision may have hit roadblocks but it is not forgotten. I expanded this paper a few years later to include testimony from author Pauly Hart, a dear friend of mine. I had wanted to continue that trend every year thereafter but you know how it goes. For the 25th anniversary of the attack I have redirected my efforts to its first large scale expansion, including Andrew Hoy and Darrin Geisinger into the mix. Perhaps others will lend their experiences to the recorder in time.

The following is their report.

Read the 9/11 Interviews

Watch the Interviews